i wonder whether i'll ever hate myself more than i hate myself now.

surprise surprise.
i failed my 2.4.
by 6 seconds.

i guess she was right.
one second is fail,
six seconds is also fail.

well. who else can i blame but myself.

i dunnoe if im pmsing or what.
but i've never felt so disappointed in myself .
i have to miss a band prac because of PFT.
and now because of 6 seconds of my laziness,
i have to WASTE ANOTHER BAND PRAC.

and it's not like i couldnt run 6 seconds faster.

i just spoilt my own mood.
it was like this perfect weekend.
and i just totally ruin it.

i hate myself. dammit.























i should just bloodily spend my dinner time on friday practising for 2.4